CARPE DIEM

No matter how much I try to hide, escape , ran from it .. it doesn´t work. I need to deal

with it but it´s hard and sometimes hiding from yourself and your feelings it feels better 

for a while and u feel stronger but when it hits and it explode damn it hurts so much

harder! The tears just falling down or they sometimes are so dry that t feels like a knife 

is twisted in your heart and u feel it bleed so hard on the inside... I only wish I was 

so much stronger to stop this feeling and just be careless about it !!